"How do I unlove you?" A famous line from the Blockbuster film here in the PI which is Starting Over Again. I’ve seen the movie and it’s ending was quite different from all this pinoy films Ive watched before. The main characters did not end up together. They were given second chance, to meet, rekindle, but it did not work out the way it has to be. Maybe some people really need to see each other again just to have a closure. To forgive each other, to forgive themselves. Second chances doesnt always means happy ending, it also means happy beginning for the both you but not together. In 11 days I’ll be leaving the PH to work abroad, maybe it’s the best time for me to start over again, alone. For the past decade I’ve been dating this guy whom I thought that I’ll spend my lifetime with. But for the past months, we’ve hit rock bottom though we both tried to work things out, seems like the universe are not in our favor. Now that I am leaving, I am not feeling any sadness or guilt that I’ll be away from him. Maybe it’s really time to let him go, cause I know he’ll never run after me either. It’s just so sad that you’ve planned your life with someone who has no plans of having you in his future. I wish there’s a switch in loving/unloving someone so it will be easier for me to move on & start over.